I love you like I did, yesterday.

I want myself from thinking that way .
The feeling come back again all i feel is "Life is unfair"
And to him i dunno how i feel,but i know how he feels ,it is not anymore .
I am not a good person or friend you can say i know myself and i hate it.

Due to the reason of exams drawing near , I'll be

Missing. In . Action.

People Jiayou too esp 2m2'09 and 3m4'10 ! And wait for my Day 9 letters ! :D

To Kaiyu : I saw your blog le, anything tell me alright .
Can call me for chat i won't mind , hahaha anyway we very long never call each other le :D
Let's Jiayou for our End of year too ! :D hehehe

To Joanna: Sorry for replying late to your msg , and pangseh you&Kaiyu yesterday .
SORRY.SORRY.SORRY.SORRY.SORRY.SORRY.SORRY.SORRY.SORRY.SORRY !
Let's Jiayou for the end of year too !

Fighting !

Urgh i getting irritated by those people who i dk tagging my blog -.-"
Stop wasting my time deleting your comment or adv off my tagboard ! Tsk !

Like i said i dun have any ex so just skip day 7 first :P
During the cyber wellness week the facilitator said that it's not okay to have any internet friend,i got listen okay . LOL .Ironically i still have internet friend only 1 .
So 自然而然 he will be the favourite . LOL I only know him through facebook .
I forgot how i first speak to him, i think is through the comment he made .
How we meet [very conincidently] that is why i started chatted more with him through fb and sms .Not really much is just for some period of time have some dun have.
And the number of words he speak to me face to face i still can count because is only 2 .
Hi and Bye.LOL me too .
Let me reveal his identity ba .wahahaha.
Jjang ! Villip . LOL
A very dao[real life] and friendly[cyber] and tall and funny guy

3M4 .
At the starting of the years i dun like this class like seriously .
Hahaha but now it is different i find our class very relaxing and enjoyable .
Although sometimes it is irritating :X hahaha
Now , our class is not really bonded yet but look into the future we will be ? Hope so :D

End of year exams is coming very soon .
Good luck people ! 2m2'09 & 3m4'10 !♥

A so close yet so far stranger uh.

I surely know him . Sufi .My best table partner from 2009.
This PIR of mine . We surely have drifted a lot .
From an incident i know that dun trust him uh .
I'm sorry that i didn't trusted you that day . I made the wrong decision sorry .
I know him better when he became my table partner if not i guess i will never speak to him so much .
We crap during lesson ,laugh during lesson and definately hit each other during lesson .
Changing of shoes , talking of nonsense , etc ,etc .LOL.
He have been very forgiving, kind, funny person .
That is sucha wonderful memory . But ever since 2010 started everything changes .
I didn't talk to him as much i dun trust him as much i dun play with him as much .
Hahaha is it i that change or you ?
I know you won read this . But treat this that i am crapping to myself .
Hahaha if fortunately you read this and you are unhappy about it tell me .
And you will look more handsome if you dun damage your health like that !
You know what i'm talking about .Take care !

My dream is to be a forensic .
My dream is to able to sing well.
My dream is to able to bring my mom overseas.
My dream is to go Korea.
These are my dream ,ain't very realistic uh ?
But my results now didn't get me anywhere better -.-
Hope i will improve in the end of year exams , with my darlings !
Fighting ! :D

Thank you Claudine for being there when i don't feel well mentally or physically .
And trying to cheer me up . I know i have fk up attitude . I'll try to change .
Thank you so much ! I love you too ! ~
Thank you Joanna and Kaiyu for hearing nonsense about them , haha .
I love you !!! :D
And Lixin take care of yourself uh dun fall sick again, take care !
I love you !!! ~ haha

I finally understand how Joanna feels . The frustration .
I won't do anything already. Just let it be .
I won't speak a word anymore . Not anymore .
I hate myself to be so weak . I will not let my tears drop again because it isn't my fault.

I'm sorry Joanna , today's morning mood not very good .
Because of those bitches , you know uh .
I am so pissed off that i feel like slapping them right in their face.Freeloaders -.-
But now i'm okay already after complaining to Kaiyu and Joanna haha .LOL
Today we played frisbee it was an unexpected fun ! hahaha dog game
~~Holidays start here !~~
Disabled country hahahaha.

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Dear sister ,
I'm sorry that recently our relationship isn't that good .
I'm sorry that i can't cheer you up when you are moody or sad .
I love the wonderful memories of us going to Pastamania , CC , Ajisen ,etc .
Thank you for being there all the times.
Thank you making me go crazy with you because of SHINee and K-pop and others.

Laughing like nobody business.
We fought before [really fight we are violent so dun siao siao haha],quarrel before,cold war before . haha but it all over right ? In front there still a long way to go .
Forget about him [i know is not easy] and move on . Tell me when you have something on your mind . Cheer up try not to think of him but your favourite KEY :D
We shall go out soon ! Eat pastamania again ! And buy itouch this year end :D

Good luck for your nationals exams ! Peiyu Fighting !
Love ,Yanyu

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