Sunday, May 23, 2010

Haven been posting for a long time ! I'm back !
Last week just dun have the mood to post .
I cut my hair , it is just weird . I shall pin it up then !
Holidays is coming in one week times ! :D
I'm so looking forward to the Pulau Ubin Trip .
This sunday going out with Ciyun & co ,so excited :D
Post more again .
True Friends? No .Ya i;m always alone but who really cares ? No one .
Like someone said i should get use of being alone.
Yeah alone sucha scary words. But let face the reality .
I wished that i could have a friend that i can talk to,
Who will listen to my grumbles,
Who will accompany me when i'm sad/happy/angry,
Who will laugh with me, gossip with me,
Who won't left me out during an outing .
Not many just one, why is it so hard?
I seriously hate the outing when i was stupid enough to treat her just to bring her along with us.
Just not to left her feel left out .And in the end i am the person who is being left out.
How stupid ?
Everything whether is it Chinese Orchestra,Scrabble,Councilor i am alone.
That's why i am quiet on every outing , cca .
But who realize ? No one .
Who i'm important to ? He said that i was important .
Yeah i was indeed happy but he is not the same class as me :(
We doesn't meet each other a lot in school though .
Sometimes i wished i could die for a moment and see who realize , who cry .
It is just stupid .Just wait for two more years to pass and everything will be over .